Life gets you

I recently was at work and I ran into somebody I never thought I would. The interaction was very normal, I should have left it at that. Instead I tried to reach out yesterday, no surprise nothing happened. Today I learned what empty longing means, I really need to shake it. Especially when it was never something. How is it that I miss the memory of someone who was never mine to call? I guess I am one of those girls ugh. No worries, I am not ashamed of my feelings or actions. However I understand this is only hurting the both of us. He clearly is not interested and I am clearly not taking the hint. I blew my window of opportunity a while back as much as I hate to admit it. I am currently ignoring men who actually are interested in me. I had a gentleman actually ask me why I was ignoring him. I even had a gentleman ask me out twice at school. He asked me if I was married and I said yes, he was a much older man and I figured that would lay it to rest. As a lady I should not be disclosing any of this but it hurts. I can't stop thinking about the what if and how he blatantly ignores and I push others away for an unrequited love. However this is not a tale of woes, I will not lock myself away at home like Twilight's Bella( sorry). On the contrary I am using this to strengthen myself and share my exuberance with the world as well as polish my leadership skills.
I am still working out and I am enjoying the results. I still have long ways to go, especially with the fact that I cannot control my mouth. I still find myself binge eating at night or throughout the day. Really what's the point of daily exercise if I am not changing my eating habits?  I need to work on me, an important project.

My leadership skills were put to the test this past week, and I dare say I handled it better than I assumed I would. I managed to take care of everything.  My leadership and confidence is also improving at work. People seek my guidance and support. I gave a presentation on leadership and I will proudly state that I went all motivational speaker on them,

As for my career, I hope to one day move to Glendale or Burbank to work with Marvel Studios as the Director of TV and publicity or the Coordinator of Marketing. However I need to focus on climbing up my ladder at work. I need to become fulltime and climb my way up to trainer, lead and someday manager. After that I can focus on moving to Marvel. I understand it will take time, but it will allow me to gain knowledge and practice my skills.

I managed to buy a mask for my costume this week. I got a perfect score on my circuit training class test!

On a sadder note, I did not get the internship I wanted. I applied at OCTA and was politely declined. There is an opening for an office assistant that I am interested in. I plan on applying for it soon.


Aujourd'hui dans la classe de francais, je etudie ma dictee. Je passer un test demain.

Check out my new blog!

I will post soon!

Until next time

Have Fury

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Dare to live

Hey guys


I have been backed up with so many activities  this past month!

Today I gave an important presentation regarding leadership, and I nailed it!! I impressed my professor and I found a new calling in life!

I have decided to transfer to csulb in the fall, hope I get in!

If not I have a back up plan, it might take longer but nothing valuable comes easy in life.

I feel much better about myself, on a whole other level. I am having my anniversary at work in few weeks and I am very excited!

I love what I am doing right now and can't keep still. I decided I need to focus on my studies more, so I am dropping modern dance to dedicate more time to my major classes. It's okay tho, I am taking two other classes for physical fitness and I will still be a full time student.

I can't believe the way things are working out!

Until next time

Have fury

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Modern Dancer

Hey guys!

This weather really is crazy!

Well let's see, I have had quite the adventure this month. I am juggling work and school now. In just 3 weeks I am already experiencing drastic changes in my body! I am taking the modern dance class along withcircuit training and a stretch flex and tone class. I am getting stronger and leaner!

I have successfully made a fool of myself on two occasions with two different guys. One with whom it was more than once (yes I am very lame).

I am a French student now but Je'ne sepai? Comment ca va?

I love my modern dance class it is everything I expected and more! It is morphing me and I find my posture improved. My self confidence building!

I am taking a group Dynamics and intercultural class. I find myself more engaged and actively participating in my classes. I am speaking loudly and confidentlyin them.( I should, it is my major after all)

In my last class the professor asked us to create a life motto in 7 words and mine is:
"Be simple in your actions, discover yourself"

Tell me what you think of it. And if you'd like I could elaborate?

Hope everyone has been doing well.

Until next time

Have fury

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Back 2 school

Hey guys,


I hope everyone is staying hydrated!


I finally started school today and so far I like it! I have two depends on it and can't wait to start exercising! I am even going to take a circuit training class to keep up my endurance in both the stretch class and my dance class!

Now my stretch class is mostly low impact calisthenics. So it means a lot odd squats, planks, crunches, push ups, etc... As the semester progresses we will do some light jogging or brisk walking...Also we will be tested twice on our ability to complete said tasks of excercise.

It focuses on
• muscle development
• muscle endurance
• cardio
• flexibility
• stretching or something...


We didn't do much today but Wednesday she expects us to get our Nats and get it!


My dance instructor has emailed us telling us that we are going to begin with the dancing and note taking tomorrow... For that I am nervous.

I will let you know how that goes and how my history class's tonight goes...

Hopefully I won't be too tired since I have been up since five today. Yea right after work I booked it to school. Luckily I had a ride so I wasn't stressed and I wasn't late!


Until next time,

Have fury

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Medical

Hey guys,

Man oh man,  this is the second time this week I aliens the day at urgent or emergency care.  I'm so tired I was supposed to be getting pampered and beautiful for school on Monday and instead I am here.

We got here at 700 it's 1113 now. And they still don't know what's wrong with her.

They hooked her up to an IV  for mild dehydration and the think she has an infection. They ran blood tests, collected 2 urine samples, and took x-rays at 920.


It was only supposed to be an hour ugh

Well at least she's getting some rest...

Until next time

Have fury

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The Catch up

Hey guys,

How's it going?
I hope everyone is doing well and staying hydrate!

I decided not to follow through with the promotion yet because of school time conflicts. Maybe when the school year is over. It's better to take my time learning more instead of rushing through. Besides I've learned my lesson of stretching myself too thin, one side always suffers.  Soon I will make the jump.


Another update, I'm actively exercising again, and there will be another zumba event. My instructor would like me to be his dancer again but he fears I won't be able to commit due to my job. I have been missing some classes because of time conflicts. But honestly if I go it would only be if he does ask because I did not really like most of the event... People like always cheat the system and sneak in without paying and overpopulated to the point where nobody enjoys it...

It looks like I found the perfect laptop to purchase this year!

I just bought my backpack as well, so it just makes me even more excited.

The only concern is work. I'm going to try to work during the week but if it proves too bothersome I'll only work weekends...

I had to take the bus home yesterday and I loved it! No arguing or constant complaining due to the 'excessive heat'. Instead I sat in a near empty bus with ac on full blast. It was beautiful.

And there's only less than a week left until school starts!

Until next time

Have fury

Thrills with FlyFritz

Emerge

Today was a whirlwind of a day, that's for sure.

I didn't sleep until 10 am , I was up all night because my mom was in severe pain. We spent 4 hours waiting for her to be treated at the e.r. She is feeling much better now, so I'm relieved.


But my dad was a big pain in the butt all day. And I had to call off of work since my shift started at 630 am and I was still at the hospital at that time.

The good news is we are looking at a potential home, I am going to be setting up an appointment to see the place soon.


Let's hope things look up for us.

We'll I'm currently working on a new post. I have been writing throughout the day, but I just really felt the need to post this.

Until next time

Have fury

Thrills with FlyFritz